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The new year is coming and i’m ushered into the start of a whole new chapter in life with exams. Yay!!!! not. This is going to go on for the next five years of my life. Great. Another "happy" thought to fill my mind up with. Come to think of it,I never really did take New Year seriosly. Its just a day where another year begins,although some people take it seriosly and party their hearts our for what reason i don’t know. To me,i think the last day of the year is the one to b celebrated. Instead of the first where you celebrate about nothing, you should celebrate on the last day of the year to mark all that has happened in the year and to show that you made it through in one piece.  Its totally logical if you think about it. When have you ever celebrated the beggining in high school? Its the last day thats the best. Even in work. Everyone looks forward to retirement rather than the starting. So why do we celebrate New Year? To make resolutions that we will forget the next day? To have another reason to celebrate and go clubbing? Maybe we ought to change the day ya. Change it to End Year celebration.Hahaha.

But all in all,this thing i wrote are just plainly nonsense because i don like New Years anymore due to exams.hahaha.=P

This Christmas was a great one indeed. It was definately worth the trip back to A/S to see family and friends again. If only those kinda days would last forever. But once again i return to MMU to face the reality that i am to sit for my finals in the next month. Sigh. What a bummer. WHen i was just about to get use to all the hapiness and joy that i had in the few days back home, I find myself back here in Emerald Park again. Well,i guess it can’t be helped. If i stayed longer back home all my friends would have gone off anyway. But it got me wondering, how many times can i have moments like this again? Will all Christmas be this good? Will all my friends be able to come back? This thoughts really got me to appreciate all that i have and all the people around me who made life such a pleasure. I truly thank God for giving me such a nice family and great friends. With this memories and joy i get from time to time, i can go on in life. All this happened bcoz i believed in God. Because of what he promised me, because of his love for me, my life has been joyfull. I’m sure i am going to face problems coming up ahead,but i know,i have people around me to back me up and God to guide my path.

Damn, I can’t sleep. Stupid headache woke put me to sleep and woke me up 1 hour later only to curse me with no sleep. Stupid headache. Hmmmm, what to write about? I think something is getting wrong with my music sense. I have just copied a whole bunch of oldies "light and easy" songs. Damn. I am turning into an old man. Hahaha. Maybe and hopefully its just a passing fad.

Sigh,exams coming again. This semester has been a boring and just plain draggy. Mostly its bcoz of the holiday spirit. In this time of year, its always been a time of rest,a time to rejuvinate the body and mind, to just rot myself. And here I am now, in school preparing for exam when Christmas is so near. I am suppose to be practicing my carrolling, but instead i am practicing my physic’s understanding. In this time of year, I am suppose to wake up late,just in time for lunck, and do nothing all day. And here I am,waking up as early as 7.30,going to class, and doing homework,which i hardly remember doing, and worrying about the coming exams. Guess uni life is not what it’s cracked up to be. I may have freedom from home, but i’m still under the control of MMU.  Damn.This sux.

Damn,days are so boring here.. With exam to "brighten" my life, homework to "cheer" me up, and revision which will definitely bring me "joy", life sure is "fun". Sigh. But looking on the birhgt side now, Christmas is coming!!!!! Time to go home to family and friends, have a load off from MMU, go carolling and till i nearly burst and then have a good nights sleep. Can’t wait to go back.

Thinkg about Christmas, why do we really celebrate Christmas? Is it really to celebrate the birth of Jesus,which is not even recorded that 25 December is His birthday here on earth, or is it another occasion to celebrate Christianity? Some people think of it as a marketing strategy, some as a family gathering. But for me,its a celebration of Christianity. If it really were to celebrate Jesus’s birthday,we would need Jesus here to blow the candles. But because Chrstianity is a relationship with God through Jesus, all the things that Jesus thought us will be remembered,hence the warm and joyous mood that comes every Christmas. Everyone will be kind and lend a helping hand as that is how Jesus is like. If it were just to celebrate Jesus’s birthday, then all you would do is sing Happy Birthday and thats it. Your still the same old you. But things can happen in Christmas that will touch lives, enter into peoples memories and stay part of their lives forever. So to me, Christmas is a celebration to remember that i am one,and Jesus to be thanked for accepting me.