Archive for October, 2005

confusing blog.

Friday, October 21st, 2005

What happens when a love story turns bad?
When what suppose to be a bed of roses turn to thorns?
When the world she was once happy with now destroyed,
When she was suppose to be happy but now she mourns.

What will she do next when things get ackward?
For the more she tries,the worse it gets.
Even if she opens her mouth or not,
The outcome will make her regret.

So what can she do then?
Will she run away and hide?
Or shall she just stand by,
and wait for the change if tide.

For if she does disappear,
she carries the guilt with her.
But if she does not,
then she will forever remain blue.

So what will can she do now?
For the only one who made her assured and prepared,
Her only source of hope and comfort,
Now the source of all her dispair.

So in the end,she choose to disappear,
Not knowing that the one she truly loves,
Not knowing that he has been hurt more,
Not knowing that he has been struck the last nerve.

Now the one who truly loves her,
Now all in deep sadness,
for the one he ever wanted,
now the one who gives him madness.

I pity these two people,
for they did no wrong,
all this happen because of one person,
all just becaise he happen to come along.

For you see this person who dumped the girl,
Was never really the right one for her,
All he did was argue and argue,
Causing her to constantly tear.

And all this while,
the one who loved her was there,
he stood right beside her,
and comforted her,such a dear.

Then the evil one took advantage,
and accuse them together,
for loving each other in secret,
and calling the girl a betrayer.

This hurt her so,
And it was too much too bear,
So she broke up with the accuser,
And lived her days in fear.

The fear was simply because,
These two guys had something between them,
A good friendship that for quite some time,
A relationship like butter and jam.

For if she consults the true lover,
She might cause the friendship to break,
such was a scenario she faced,
so a decision she had to make.

The desicion you already know,
For it is mention up above,
So there is no happy ending,
no care no joy no love.

Just another day…

Sunday, October 16th, 2005

Like the title says, another went by…and thats it.Nothing wonderful happen, nothing suprising happen, nothing. Now this would not have bothered me b4, but it is now because of the number of days that just went by. Sigh plus on top of all this,i gotta keep worrying(is this how to spell it??) about my coming results. its obvious that my physics didn’t go well, a good sign from an engineering student, and i hope i didn’t fail the semester. yes, i might FAIL the semester, but i’m pretty sure i will pass.

Went church today. Damn nice to go to church. Feels like i’m right at home there. Best place to go for any worries or doubt.In the whole time there, i forgot about my results that were to come, but as i’m writing this,i remember.damn.

well, guess thats all for now i guess. back to thinking about my miserable results to come.*bangs head on table*